23岁 正迷失中。。。
23岁 有满腔热血想当女强人 但是走着的这条路似乎跟想要的背道而驰想
23岁 看到朋友结婚成家的喜悦也曾很极端的想当个贤妻良母。其实这个最难达到也最难维持
23岁 想做自己当老板 但是有负担。有承诺。有责任。没钱。没经验。没后台
23岁 原本以为自己是乖乖女但是心里有小小的后悔没有年少轻狂的疯狂过。没有在夜店里忘我的跳舞。没有让酒精在血液里发酵
23岁 想起如果21岁那年我真的去了澳洲 想在的我会在那里？是否和我计划的一样在很顺利的在那里毕业工作
还是按奈不住对家人的想念回到马来西亚？如果我们有来新加坡那我又会在那里？
23岁 才发现我并没有很努力的让自己进步
23岁 我以为我真的可以先想别人才想自己。原来要人人爱我；我爱人人不容易。
23岁 我成了金钱的奴隶放弃了我想要的生活
23岁 终于知道两人三脚不止是个游戏。两个人的步伐需要多少的沟通和磨合才能一致？
23岁 我希望我的改变是对的
23岁 不会太迟对吗？
朋友。多谢关心。我很好
Departing with the love ones never easy especially these day people can just leave in sudden without any syndrome or before diaganose with any illness.
no last word. no goodbye.
Whenever I heard of sudden death of someone I feel sad and of course I started to think will I face this sometime later.
And this time round I found myself shivering and I nearly breakdown…
My dad lifestyle completely pissed me and my mum off…
he is trying to defence/ (rather i called this excuseS) when we told him to drink/ smoke less...
we have different philosophy in life… no point argue
He enjoy smoking,eating(meats all type) and drinking(alcohol and he claimed very little amount) which I called this suicide.
I wish I could tell him the fear/ stress we live with seeing him destroying his own body
I hope someone show you this blog
Can you please stopped smoking/started exercising regularly/eating healthier food because of me and the entire family who love you so much.
